A Bruneiyuki’s Emotional Baggage!

Taong "Mama-halin"

Earvin Cabalquinto

Pungas.

Hinga.

Tulala.

Rinig ko ang huni ng mga ibong sabik sa pagsikat ng umaga.

Ramdam ko ang lamig ng umagang tumatapik sa aking balikat.

Langhap ko ang bango ng sariwang hanging kumikiliti sa aking katawan.

Tanaw ko ang kumakaway na araw at ang humalakhak na ulap.

Ngunit bakit ganon,namamanhid ako.

Ngayong araw ng mga ina, namanhid ako.

Sa unang pagkakataon naramdaman kong…

Mabulag…

Mabingi…

Mapipi…

At higit, mamanhid…

Wala si mama sa aking tabi.

Walang si mama na gumising sa akin.

Wala si mama na sasalo ng matatamis na salita ng pasasalamat.

Wala na nga pala si mama.

Hinga.

Hikbi.

Hinga ng malalim.

Lakad.

Sabay ng pagbuhos ng ulan.

Bagsak ang luha.

Sasaluhin ng tibay ng loob.

Lalakad patungong pasyalan.

Nagbabakasakaling me mabingwit na aliw.

Sasabay sa trip ng panahon.

Hikbi.

Nagkalat ang mga bulaklak sa mga bangketa.

Ang mga mamahaling panregalo sa mga malls.

Ang mga greeting cards sa bookstore.

Ang mga promos sa supermarket.

Ang mother and child contests sa SM.

Pero ako, manhid sa pangaakit ng aking kapaligiran.

Natagpuan ko ang katahimikan,

Sa puntod ng aking ina.

Dahil ba pinili kong mamanhid?

O dahil ito ang nararamdaman ko?

Ang maging manhid sa araw na ito.

Hinga.

Hikbi.

Hinga pa ng malalim.

Dukot ng panyo.

Bagsak ng luha.

Beintre tres kong taong sinasambit ang salitang mama.

Pero sa unang pagkakataon, pinagdamutan ako ng tadhana.

At ngayong araw ng mga ina, sino ang tatawagin kong ina?

Ano nga ba ang ispeling ng mama?

Ano ang tamang bigkas?

Sino pa ang “mama” halin ko kung wala si mama.

Luha.

Hikbi.

Pahid ng luha.

Buti na lang

Alam ko pa ang ispeling at bigkas ng mga salitang

Papa, kuya, bunso, at kaibigan.

Kahit papaano nakausad ako.

Nakadampot ng lakas ng loob.

Libre lang pero epektibo.

Ramdam ko

Rinig ko

At kita ko..

Andito si Mama sa puso ko.

Ngiti.

YOU MUST BE:

• At least 16 but not more than 28 years old on july 1, 2006

• A Filipino citizen or of dual citizenship (possessing both Filipino and foreign citizenship)

YOU MUST PREPARE:

• Two songs: One fast and one slow

YOU MUST BRING THE FOLLOWING ON THE DAY OF THE AUDITION:

• Two Photos: One close-up (Passport size) and one full body ( 3R size)

• Original and two certified copies of birth certificate. For those with dual citizenship, original and two certified copies of his Philippine Passport.

• One valid ID (passport, school, company, SSS/GSIS, or professional ID)

So ano pang hinihintay mo? Magpraktis na at sumugod sa audition ng Philippine idol! Malay mo, ikaw na ang kauna unahang Philippine Idol! Iba tayo!

YES. It’s been a very tiring day yet fulfilling afterall. I had a shoot with one of Philippine’s pinoy music icon and pride, none other than, Mr. Ryan Cayabyab or fondly called as Mr. C! You know guys and gals, honestly, while doing a one-on-one interview with him, while being possessed with a "boy abunda" spirit of asking questions and projecting expressions? literally, i was really moved and inspired by all his stories.It’s as if a two hour interview pictured me a world full of triumphant battles. I mean his words. His experiences. His passion. His determination to conquer all of his dreams. God!It’s genuine and tremendous hearing all of these things to a very successful yet humble person like Mr. C. Nonetheless, true to his words, he is total package of inspiration beautifully composed to motivate the young people especially those who are losing hope and confused of which direction in life to take. You know, even the staff who were with me during the shoot and exciting sitners thingy were really inspired by all of his joyous testimonials. There were cuddly soundbytes that would make you doubt Mr.C’s age maybe because he’s really jovial and bagets kung humirit. At the same time, his jokes would really make you fall into your seats. Literally I just have to cover my face during the interview sessions coz I really can’t control myself laughing (On cam). The cameraman was laughing. Our researchers. PA. Everyone. It’s like watching a musical jampacked of comedys stints. And I never expected that a very high profile and a hebigat personality like Mr. C would do such acts and say words of unimaginable creativity. Overall, he proved us wrong of all our first impressions of him. Grabeh! He was so amiable and easy to get along with. Even shooting the sitners was really damn fabulous! You can sense his professionalism and lots of patience- lots and tons of patience and waiting. Based on my experience in the industry, I think some “big stars” would not do three takes of same actions just for the benefit of the shoot. But Mr C, God, he really did everything with gusto. And on top of that, he played different piano pieces for almost 4 times each song. O di ba? But still he’ll do it happily and with enthusiam. Oh God. I wish there will be more “Mr. C” in this world. Not showbiz but enjoys himself, very true to himself. And i think beyond my admiration to all of his recognitions here in and abroad, i was really impressed and liked him best by the way he talk. Truly a guy of intellect and with deeper understanding of the world maybe because of age? Just kidding!  On the other hand, though we just met in that interview, you could feel his vision and passion, blaming to the unreachable level, in pursuing and setting competent standards for our world class pinoy performers and of course in promoting pinoy music. On the other hand. sabi nga niya, "ang mga bagay na gusto natin andiyan lang sa paligid natin, kailangan lang natin pitasin ito. Matuto tayong mamitas. andiyan na yan." Also, one quote i also loved, " Kailangan dapat wala kang back-up plans. You must risk. Dapat buo ang loob mo. Kung anu man ang gusto mong gawin, pagsikapan mo." See? isn’t that inspiring? oh well, now I know God again brought me here in Philippine Idol to meet someone like Mr. C whom hopefully someday would be my mentor in singing? In my dreams perhaps but rather, someone who would give me the motivation and strength i need to fulfill my dreams. And with that, i salute a man like Mr. C. Perky. Jolly. Full of substance. An epitome of a true blue fighter in this battle called life. Hail to Ms. C. Bow ako! I have to give my extro crying because of bliss.

Abangan ang talk show na huhuli sa kiliti ng pinoy spirit. Malapit na malapit na. TRIPLE SHHH!Dito lang yan sa bagong aabangan ng bawat pinoy, ABC5!

Sana

mag-rate! hehe

Idol Mania has finally landed in the

Pearl

of the Orient! 

So do you have the X- Factor? the Voice? How about world-class talent? If your answer is yes? Then you maybe the one we are looking for. To be the first Philippine Idol. And so, I dare you, get ready, belt out and show the world what you’ve really got. Yes! The origin of all star search and reality based singing competitions in the world is finally here in the

Philippines

! Hola! Brace yourself as Philippine Idol wreck Philippine Satellite and win pinoy TV addicts viewing habits. Only here on ABC5! Iba tayo! 

For all those singers and music lovers out there, if you’re 16 to 28 years old then what are you waiting for, grab this once-in-a-lifetime oppurtunity of being the first Philippine Idol. How? Well, easy. piece of cake. After downloading the application form at www.philippineidol.com, fill it up, prepare two songs, one slow and a fast/ upbeat one. Practice, practice and practice. And if you think that all you’ve rehearsed are just readily cooked for the auditions, get a good night sleep and head at the audition venues of the following audition dates. For the Luzon Auditions (

Manila

), auditions starts on June 3. Mindanao (

Davao

) would be on the 23^rd of June and Visayas (

Cebu

) Auditions will be starting on July 3. Hope to see you there! The next big thing, the shining supernova, and the next world class pinoy icon; here are some of the words that would describe a future Philippine Idol. Also, at stake is a recording contract under the biggest recording company in the

Philippines

that will surely set you a record breaking and award winning career in the music industry. So with all of these prizes and life changing offers, aren’t you ready to face all of your fears and make your dreams come true in Pinoy centerstage? Audition na! Who knows baka ikaw na ang magiging kauna-unahang Philippine Idol!

What makes Philippine Idol so different to other reality based singing competitions? Well, dito sa Philippine Idol. Walang halong MAGIC. It’s pure talent. No bucking up. No management ruling. You as our viewers decide whom of the chosen top twelve will stay or will be booted out in our weekly eliminations. Just like what American Idol does. At the same time, judges comments are as as good as mere guidelines for the contestants improvement or source of inspiration/ moral booster. Aren’t you excited? Oh well enough of these words. Abangan niyo na lang ang kompetisyong magbabalik ng “tunay” na mukha ng singing competition sa bansa. Walang halong MAGIC. Purong kompetisyon. I know God will be there to guide us. And I mean our God up above. Not the diyos diyosan sa lupa. Just chew it. Oh well nothing to worry, ABC 5, fresh minds, brand new principles and passionate spirit. Iba tayo!

Also, don’t forget to watch my talk show. Malapit na malapit na. Singko singko Ses! TRIPLE S! Shh… 

Idol Mania has finally landed in the

Pearl

of the Orient! 

So do you have the X- Factor? the Voice? How about world-class talent? So if you have all of these qualifications, I dare you, get ready, belt out and show the world what you’ve really got. Yes! The origin of all star search and reality based singing competitions in the world is finally here in the

Philippines

! Hola! Brace yourself as Philippine Idol wreck Philippine Satellite and win pinoy TV addicts viewing habits. Only here on ABC5! Iba tayo! 

For all those singers and music lovers out there, if you’re 16 to 28 years old then what are you waiting for, grab this once-in-a-lifetime oppurtunity of being the first Philippine Idol. How? Well, easy. piece of cake. After downloading the application form at www.philippineidol.com, fill it up, prepare two songs, one slow and a fast/ upbeat one. Practice, practice and practice. And if you think that all you’ve rehearsed are just readily cooked for the auditions, get a good night sleep and head at the audition venues of the following audition dates. For the Luzon Auditions (

Manila

), auditions starts on June 3. Mindanao (

Davao

) would be on the 23^rd of June and Visayas (

Cebu

) Auditions will be starting on July 3. Hope to see you there! The next big thing, the shining supernova, and the next world class pinoy icon; here are some of the words that would describe a future Philippine Idol. Also, at stake is a recording contract under the biggest recording company in the

Philippines

that will surely set a record breaking career in the music industry. So with all of these prizes and life changing offers, aren’t you ready to face all of your fears and make your dreams come true in Pinoy centerstage? Audition na! Who knows baka ikaw na ang magiging kauna-unahang Philippine Idol!

What makes Philippine Idol so different to other reality based singing competitions? Well, dito sa Philippine Idol. Walang halong MAGIC. It’s pure talent. No bucking up. No management ruling. You as our viewers decide whom of the chosen top twelve will stay or will be booted out in our weekly eliminations. Just like what American Idol does. At the same time, judges comments are as as good as mere guidelines for the contestants improvement or source of inspiration/ moral booster. Aren’t you excited? Oh well enough of these words. Abangan niyo na lang ang kompetisyong magbabalik ng “tunay” na mukha ng singing competition sa bansa. Walang halong MAGIC. Purong kompetisyon. I know God will be there to guide us. And I mean our God up above. Not the diyos diyosan sa lupa. Just chew it. Oh well nothing to worry, ABC 5, fresh minds, brand new principles and passionate spirit. Iba tayo!

Also, don’t forget to watch my talk show. Malapit na malapit na. Singko Singko Ses! TRIPLE S! Shh… 

MISSIN MEDIA WORLD…

AFTER EVALUATING AND CONTEMPLATING ON LIFE’S CHALLENGES, ONE THING IS FOR SURE,YES! I’M BACK IN BUSINESS. GUESS WHAT THAT BUSINESS IS? DON’T DENY IT, ALAM MO YUN! A BUSINESS SO FAST PACED AND IGNORES THE HUMAN SIDE OF HUMANS AND DWELLS ON DIRTY POLITICS AND CARNAL PLEASURES, NONETHELESS, OLA! SHOW BUSINESS! AND NOW I CAN HEAR PEOPLE SCREAMING MY NAME AND WELCOMING ME BACK. IT’S LIKE A STAMPEDE OF SOME SORT. MY CO-BEAST WORKERS WAVING THEIR BANNERS JUST LIKE HOW THEY TREAT COMEBACKS OF “NALAOS” NA ARTISTA! ALL I CAN DO IS LAUGH AND ACCEPT REALITY. HERE I AM BACK IN SHOWBIZLANDIA. BUT THEN I STOPPED, I DON’T SEE FAMILIAR FACES. ALL I CAN SEE IS A THREE CAPITAL LETTERS ENGRAVED ON THE BUILDING- ABC? WHERE AM I? HINDI BA TO ABS-CBN? I’M NOT DREAMING. THIS IS REAL!

WELL IT’S NICE TO BACK. THAT’S ALL I CAN SAY AT THIS VERY MOMENT WRITING THIS ENTRY. WITH WHAT I HAVE RIGHT NOW, I WAS ABLE TO PROVE, IF GOD HAS PLANNED SOMETHING FOR YOU, NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU IGNORE AND DEPART FROM IT, STILL, YOU’LL END UP ACCORDING TO HIS PLANS. I’M VERY HAPPY AND ENLIGHTENED COZ I REALIZED GOD NEVER LEFT ME EMPTY HANDED AFTERALL. WITH THE RATE I’M RUNNING MY CAREER AND MY LIFE, I CAN DESCRIBE IT AS VERY FANTABULOUS AND TRULY SOMETHING TO BE THANKFUL, A BLESSING FROM UP ABOVE. AND SO, HOLDING A FRESH SENSE OF HOPE AND PRINCIPLES IN LIFE, I’M READY TO SET A JOURNEY. IT IS SOMETHING THAT WOULD BE VERY DIFFERENT FOR I HAVE A

MISSION

TO FULFILL- THAT IS TO SHARE MY TALENTS TO THOSE WHO WANT TO BE A PART OF MY AMBITIOUS VISION IN MEDIA WORLD!

IT’S BEEN THREE MONTHS AND A HALF NOW SINCE MY MOM PASSED AWAY. I MUST ADMIT, IN THE FIRST WEEKS OF MOURNING, I FELT LIKE GIVING UP. I FELT LIKE TRASHING AWAY WHAT I HAVE STARTED- MY CAREER AND ALL. IT’S AS IF I’M LIFELESS AND USELESS THAT I KEPT ON CRYING AND DWELLING ON MY WEAKNESSES. NO MATTER HOW TONS OF ADVICE FROM DEAR FRIENDS KEPT POURING, STILL, NOTHING CAN EASE THE PAIN I’M FEELING AT THAT VERY INSTANCE OF MY LIFE. IT’S HARD TO ACCEPT THAT MY GREATEST AND NUMBER ONE FAN- MORAL BOOSTER HAS LEFT ME IN THIS UNFAIR AND HARSH WORLD UNPREPARED. UNTIL GOD COME AND HELPED ME. WITH HIM I WAS ABLE TO STAND UP AND AGAIN, FIGHT AND LIVE WHAT I BELIEVE TO BE MY

MISSION

IN THIS WORLD. AT THE SAME TIME, SLOWLY I REALIZED MY MOM WOULD NEVER BE AT PEACE IF SHE’LL BE SEEING SAD FACES NOT JOYOUS ONES. OF COURSE WE REALLY MISS HER. MISSIN HER IS LIKE THROWING HUNDREDS OF KNIVES TO YOUR WHOLE BODY. BUT AGAIN, GOD SHOWED ME THE RAYS OF HOPE AND THERE, TOGETHER WITH THE STRENGTHS AND SUPPORT I GOT FROM MY FAMILY, I WAS ABLE TO EMBRACE DEATH AND IT’S CONSEQUENCES.

MOURNING HAS ENDED AND I WAS ABLE TO LIVE MY LIFE. THE BIG QUESTION; BUT WHAT LIFE KIND OF LIFE IF I’M JOBLESS? WOULD I EAT WHAT I PROMISED TO NEVER EVER WORK IN A TELEVISION NETWORK? AND THERE, I WAS CONFRONTED WITH A NEW DILEMMA. AS I LOOK BACK AND WEIGH THINGS, FLASHES OF ENDLESS NIGHTMARES AND TRAUMA STARTED TO REGISTER IN MY MIND. I CAN’T DENY THAT ALL OF THESE MEMORIES ARE ALL STILL FRESH RESIDUES OF THE DISTANT PAST TO RECOLLECT. REMEMBER, I RESIGNED IN ABS-CBN AFTER MY MOM DIED, A LONG WAITING DECISION I FINALLY PUT INTO EFFECT. THERE I PUT AN END OF PURSUING MY DREAM OF BECOMING A DIRECTOR AND WRITER- KINDA. I REFUSED TO BE BACK. CALL IT PRIDE. CALL IT EGO. BUT ABOVE IT, IT’S ANGST AND PAINS. I HATE THE SYSTEM. IT’S INFESTED WITH MAGIC AND FRAUD. AND SO  I DIDN’T APPLY IN GMA7. I THINK THAT IT’S ALL THE SAME. WEEKS HAVE PASSED AND CONTINUOUSLY I APPLIED TO DIFFERENT COMPANIES. I MADE LONG WALKS IN

MAKATI

AND ORTIGAS, WANDERING WHAT THIS LIFE COULD OFFER A HOPEFUL LIKE ME.YES! CALL CENTERS CALLED ME BUT I DIDN’T SHOW ANY INTEREST. I DON’T LIKE ENDING UP IN A

CALL

CENTER

. I WANT TO THRIVE IN AN ENVIROMENT WHERE I CAN USE ALL OF MY CREATIVITY. AND SO I APPLIED IN ADVERTISING. NO CALLS. AT THE SAME TIME, THAT TIME I WAS WAITING FOR MY APPLICATION IN GSIS WITH MY FATHER BUCKING ME UP. SAME, IT’S A PROCESS OF WAITING. ONLY GOD KNOWS. IN THE END, FUNNY YOU MAY SAY IT, I WAS HIRED IN A TELEVISION NETWORK!

HERE I AM IN TELEVISION NETWORK, AGAIN DOING THE SAME OLD STUFF. IT WAS JUST THIS APRIL WHEN I WAS HIRED AS A SEGMENT PRODUCER WRITER OF A SINGING CONTEST WHICH RITES ARE BOUGHT FROM THE UNITED STATES- FROM AMERICAN IDOL. NOW IT’S PHILIPPINE IDOL! HOW GREAT! IT’S A LIFE LONG DREAM OF WRITING AND PRODUCING SINGING CONTESTS. O WELL, IF ONLY I COULD QUIT THE SHOW AND BE JUST ONE OF THE CONTESTANTS, I’LL DO IT BUT WHAT IS STOPPING ME FROM DOING IT IS MY PASSION AND PRESENT DRIVE. FROM WHAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED IN MY FORMER “FAMILY” NETWORK, I CAN SAY THAT I’M MORE DRIVEN TO PURSUE THE DREAM OF BECOMING A SUCCESSFUL WRITER AND DIRECTOR- BE IT IN TELEVISION OF FILM. THERE’S AN UNEXPLAINABLE RUSH OF INSPIRATION BUT THE QUESTION IS, HOW WILLI GROW IN A SMALL COMPANY JUST LIKE… OKAY I’LL ADMIT IT, I’M IN ABC 5. I’M A NOVA BOY NOW. A HOMECOMING OF SOME SORT. AT LEAST THE COMPANY I’M WORKING RIGHT NOW IS SUCH A COMFORT COMPARED TO THE LONG TRAVELLING HOURS AND TRAFFIC GOING TO ABS-CBN. THE ONLY THING THAT SUCKS IS RIDING A JEEP TWICE IN WHICH YOU’LL BE WITH THE PALENGKE PEOPLE AND ALL SORTS OF “MADURUKOT” LOOKING PEOPLE. O WELL, I’M NOT BEING JUDGEMENTAL BUT IT’S PROVEN AND TESTED. NOVALICHES IS KNOWN FOR IT’S “MANDURUKOT AT HOLDAPAN” MOMENTS. THE ONLY THING THAT GIVES ME A SORT OF SECURITY IS MY FAITH IN GOD. O GOD. HELP ME. AND SO, BACK TO WHAT I’M SAYING, YES RIGHT NOW I’M VERY MOTIVATED AND INSPIRED IN PROMOTING MY NEW HAVEN- ABC 5. I CAN SENSE THAT THERE IS SOMETHING IN THE NETWORK THAT COULD BE UNLEASHED AND MAKE IT BIG IN THE FUTURE. AS WHAT MY FRIEND TOLD ME, IT’S TO ONE’S ADVANTAGE IN PIONEERING A NEW BORN COMPANY BUT THEN AGAIN, I HAVE TO BE STRONG. IT’S BUSINESS AFTERALL. I HAVE TO TAKE RISKS. IT’S ALL PART OF GROWING UP. WHO KNOWS, ABC MIGHT OUTSHINE THE OTHER TELEVISION NETWORKS IN THE NEAR FUTURE. HOW? PASSION IS THE KEY TO EXCELLENCE!

IT’S JUST FUNNY HOW THINGS ARE GOING RIGHT NOW FOR ME. I CAN’T SAY I’M TOTALLY HAPPY. YES UP TO NOW, I’M STILL MOURNING TO THE LOSS OF MY MOTHER. BUT THEN AGAIN, I STILL HAVE MY FATHER, MY BROTHERS AND THE PEOPLE AROUND ME, JUST LIKE FRIENDS AND STUFF WHO WOULD BE HELPING AND BE MY SOURCE OF INSPIRATION. OH GOD! I REALLY MISS MY MOM. I WISH SHE’S HERE BESIDE ME PRAYING ME OVER WHILE WRITING THIS BLOG. I REALLY MISS HER, HER KISSES, HER HUGS, AND MOST ESPECIALLY OUR BACK-TO-BACK CONCERT TREATS IN OUR MAGIC SING. AND SO JUST LIKE SINGING A SONG IN A VIDEOKE, I DIDN’T STOP BUT RATHER FINISH WHAT I HAVE STARTED. AND TO DATE, I’M VERY BUSY BACK TO WORK. AND I MEAN NOT JUST WORK. THE CONCEPT OF WORK FOR ME HAS REALLY EVOLVED AND CHANGED. AS COMPARED TO THE “WORKAHOLIC” EARVS, THE EARVS YOU’LL MEET TODAY WOULD STILL BE WORKAHOLIC BUT RATHER A MATURE PERSON WHO KNOWS TIME MANAGEMENT- FAMILY, SOCIAL LIFE, GOD AND AGAIN WORK. ME TIME PA RING LATE MINSAN! OH WELL I’M STARTING TO FIX MY BODY CLOCK! AT THE SAME TIME, WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT I’D BE ADDICTED TO TAEBO. SUPER ADDICT TALAGA. AT LEAST I’LL GET FIT AND HEALTHY.

I BELIEVE MY MOM ACTUALLY NEVER LEFT US. I KNOW SHE’S JUST THERE WATCHING US LIVE OUR LIFE AND FULFILL OUR DREAMS. IT’S BEEN MY PROMISE TO HER TO TAKE GOOD CARE OF THE HOUSE, MY PAPA, AND MY BROTHERS. IT’S A PROMISE I HAVE TO FULFILL IN THIS WORLD. AT THE SAME, I PROMISE HER THAT I WILL DO MY BEST TO MAKE HER PROUD OF ME. THANKS TO GOD FOR HE’S ALWAYS GIVING US THE POWER OF RIGHT CHOICE AND COURAGE TO WIN LIFE’S GAME. I KNOW GOD IS THERE. HE’S PART OF US AND IT’S ONLY UP TO US TO DISCOVER GOD’S ROLE AND MIRACULOUS INTERCESSION IN OUR LIVES.

AND SO, AFTER MISSIN THE CAMERA’S ROLL, THE DIRECTOR’S COUNTDOWN COMMANDS, THE LIGHTS, THE UNSTOPPABLE ENERGY OF THE SHOW’S AUDIENCE, THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS OF PRODUCING A SCRIPT, AND EDITING, OVERALL TV WORLD, HERE I AM BACK FOR VENGEANCE! AND SO, I HOPE THIS IS MY TIME TO SHINE. AS FOR ME, I SUMMARIZE IN THREE WORDS THE FEELING I HAVE FOR THIS NEW RACE IN ABC 5 – LIKE IT.LOVE IT.LIVE IT! TO GOD BE THE GLORY!

I KNOW THAT THIS IS NOT FOREVER. ONLY GOD KNOWS. I KNOW GOD BROUGHT ME HERE FOR A REASON AND IT’S SOMETHING I HAVE TO FIND OUT AND BE THANKFUL OF! I’M READY TO SHOUT THE MAGIC WORD…STANDY BY, 5, 4, 3, 2 AND 1 ENERGY!

* PS: WHILE I’M WRITING THIS BLOG THINGY, NAMISS KO ANG AT HOME KA DITO FAMILY. YES I MISS THE TALAKS. THANKS TO THE TALAK MOMENTS. IT UNLEASHED A MILLION EARVS OF BRAVERY PERSONIFIED! LIFE’S IS A BITCH AND SO I WANT A TASTE OF THE BEACH! SUMMER NA! BABAD NA!

*THANK GOD I WAS ABLE TO FORGIVE THOSE PEOPLE WHO HURT MY VIRGINAL FEELINGS. HAHA